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Megan French, 27, at Locavore

Megan French

January 29, 2017

I met Megan at Lone Pine Coffee as I'm becoming a regular there and she bags their coffee when she's not making things happen on the local food front. She told me about Locavore and, after looking into it, I asked her to participate in this project. She's dedicated to improving her community and obviously working hard to do so.


Who are you?

My name is Megan French. I'm an Oregonian. I've lived all over Oregon. I'm often described as a hippy, though I don't feel like that at all. The reason being called a hippy bothers me so much is because when I say I care about something, that makes me a hippy. I've been realizing this with the recent political jargon... why does it make me liberal to give a shit about people in general? Or about the environment? Why is it liberal for me to think that everybody has the same basic values...? I lived in Eugene, so I know what the hippies I think of are - on the porch, smoking pot every day, talking about what they're going to do and never doing it. I hope that I can diversify myself from that image and actually help make the community a better place. 

I care a lot about a lot of things. I'm über sensitive - I think I tried to avoid that for a really long time, but now that I've embraced it, it makes things a lot less complicated. I've been going down this local food path. I think that's what really introduced me to who I am. It started off in Eugene. I got a scholarship to go to school there and thought I was going to be a journalist. While I was getting that degree I was doing a bunch of other things that were completely unrelated. The first thing I did when I got there was look for green space on campus because I'm not very good at being around a lot of people. I found the urban farm there.

I grew up in Marion where everybody had acreage. We'd go across the street and pick beans and can them and that kind of stuff. Finding the farm took me back to that and got me started on my path. Then I was volunteering for non-profits over there. And working in every urban garden I could find. I ran a bakery for four years. Got out of school with that journalism degree that didn't really mean much. I keep trying to making it mean something, but it doesn't. (Laughs) I lived in Bend from middle school through high school. When I came back here from Eugene it was a way different place with way more opportunity. A lot more farms, a lot more... I hate to use the word culture, but people cared about a lot more things. Still going down that path with local food, which introduced me to environmental consciousness and led to my meeting all sorts of like-minded people in town. 

What brought you to Bend?

I was born here and soon moved to Marion. My family moved to Colorado for a couple of years and came back to Bend because my aunt and my grandma both became ill. I did most of my growing up here - from 11 to 18. When I moved to Eugene it was nice to get out of town because it was getting kind of sad here. It was when the bubble popped and my dad was a contractor and we had the highest levels of unemployment in Oregon and that kind of thing. I was actually super nervous to come back - I had been in Eugene for almost eight years. I didn't know if I could come back to Bend. There used to be bar fights and you couldn't go out without something rowdy happening. The last couple times I came back, there was stuff popping up and I realized the air smells right. I don't know if that makes sense, but it smells like home. The burnt sage and you can tell it's going to be hot when it smells sweet outside. It feels like home, so I decided to try it out. It was funny because I knew all the roads in town, but I didn't know what was on them anymore. It felt like home, but it was way different than I remembered, which is probably a good thing. A lot more energy and a lot less sadness. A lot more motivation and entrepreneurship and that sort of thing, so it's been a really cool experience being back. I've been back just a couple of years, but it's crazy. It's so different. I don't see of the same people I used to see. It's all new faces. Every friend I have is somebody I met as an adult.

How do you contribute to the community?

Food is the center point of everything I care about. It has to do with the environment, quality, sustainability, community - breaking bread is the best thing you can do to meet new people - supporting a local economy. It's all about community building and creating the most healthy community that you can. Food is the epicenter of that. If we could change the way people think about food, then maybe they can start thinking about all these other things that are sort of revolving around it. My main goal is to make it so local food is accessible to people. It's still kind of seen as a little bit of a bougie thing and something you can't afford if you're under a certain pay level. I've been doing it since college. I don't know if that means putting a different value on food. I just try to take every case and make it work for them. One of my projects recently was the Fill Your Pantry event - a bulk-buying pop-up farmers' market. People get way better prices, they're able to eat that local food all winter long by buying a 40lb bag of onions or a 20lb bag of carrots. Trying to create things that are for people like me and changing the idea around it. That's why I was attracted to Locavore because there are so many different facets of it. The dinners - bringing people together, introducing the chefs to the farmers - trying to create that synergy. The food school classes - introducing people to new ways of eating or thinking about food or slowing down or trying to incorporate local food into their busy lifestyle. I enjoy the farmer programs that we have like Willing Workers on Local Farms - getting people who want to get their hands in the soil with people who need those extra hands for a few hours. My favorite part of this whole process has been taking people on an individual basis and trying to figure out what can work best for them. 

Meeting all the farmers in the area, finding out why they do it, trying to make something that works for everybody. I found that here, at least, there's competition but it's seems like most of the farmers want to work together. They realize that no matter how much feed we can grow, it's going to get sold if we can further the movement. A lot of the farmers here are about community. They're not trying to fight against each other. The biggest battle is competing against Whole Foods or Safeway or others - not each other. So growing that local economy and community is what I like to do here. 

Do you have a favorite memory from here? Or a favorite activity?

When I need a moment to myself I like going out to Meadow Camp and getting on the River Trail and taking my dog out there. There will be people there, but it still seems to say fairly quiet and people seem fairly contemplative when they're out there. I try to walk the Dillon Falls trail system completely once a year or so. I do archery and rifle hunting. That is my favorite time of year here. Really, archery hunting is endless side-hilling and beautiful sunrises. I haven't gotten anything yet, so (laughs) basically that's the point of going out. There are lots of beautiful places. I love the Ochocos. That's still a hidden gem. Everybody's up at Cascade Lakes partying and I go out that way and can be by myself and still see animals. It's really beautiful out there. 

What do you wish for the future?

I'm always dreaming. I don't think I've ever been bored in my life. There are always a million things to do or think about. I like the direction that Bend is going. It excites me. When I go to things like the Rubbish Renewed Fashion Show and see how well it's doing and how many people are attending, when I go to the Green Drinks events at the Environmental Center, it's really fun to see so many people gathering just because they enjoy sustainability. My hope and dream is that we continue on this same trajectory.

At some point we might not be able to rely on tourists, so making sure to have locals frequent other local businesses should be a priority. I hate bringing this up, but especially with these recent political times, we need to put our money where our mouth is or vote with our dollar. Knowing that it might cost you a little bit more, but in the end, you are keeping your neighbors in businesses and keeping them happy. I think that is worth more money. Putting more value on things is really important. If people saw my food budget, they'd probably think it was absurd. It's really important to me. I live simply so that I can support those things. I like our trajectory and I think we need to continue to support our neighbors and not waiver from that because it's going to be more important in these next few years than it ever has.

Nick Nelson, 38, at Tin Pan Theater

Nick Nelson

January 28, 2017

I met Nick through his brother, Ebb. In an early conversation with Ebb, it became obvious that it was solely due to Nick's living here that he came to move here. Nick is soft-spoken and kind and currently going through some significant life changes, which are obviously weighing heavily on his heart. 


Who are you?

I'm Nick. I'm a father of a 15-year old amazing son. Yeah… I’m the dude number two. (Laughs)

What brought you to Bend?

I was born in Santa Monica and lived there until I was eight or nine. Then my mom moved us to Salem, Oregon. I grew up there. I went to middle school and high school and lived there for a long time. 20 years or something, lived in the rain and the depressed weather. 

My wife's mom lived here and said how amazing it was and how there were 300 days of sun - I'm definitely a sun guy. At the time, I was going through an addiction problem and my wife and I thought it might be good to just pack up and move and start fresh. So, we did. Her aunt had a place outside of Sisters with a little 5th-wheel camper and we stayed in there for like a month until we found something. My wife’s grandma had given us some money to find a place. At that time in Bend (6 or 7 years ago), the market was really good. We found this cheap mobile home and paid cash for it and moved in and just fell in love with this place. 

What do you like about Bend?

I fell in love with the people, the weather - minus the snow thing right now. I'm not really a snow guy, but I can deal with it. The people… everyone is so nice. And the sun and the mountains. My son and I like to go adventuring. And there's a million places to go. 

How do you contribute to the community?

I love helping people and giving. If I see someone that needs help, I'll help 'em. I guess I feel like that's my way of helping the community out. My wife got mad about it because I was helping so many people. Especially with the snow, you know? People are stuck, people are walking, I'm going to help them if I can. If I see something, I'm going to help. When it was really coming down outside and it was 5 degrees, a guy was walking, and I just pulled over and asked if he wanted a ride and I gave him a ride. Helped an old lady get out of a ditch. Helped clean off roofs for old ladies. (Laughs) Seems like all old ladies…

Do you have a favorite memory from here?

My brother used to live with us, my wife kicked him out and there were a couple years there where I didn't see him. And he lived like two miles away. My favorite memory right now is our breakfasts at Sidelines. It's silly, but it's just that knowing I have him. He's still here for me... after what all happened. And my favorite place with my son is the Twin Lakes - the North Twin. We go there in the summer and swim across the lake. It's a beautiful place. We love to swim. 

What do you wish for the future?

I've got dreams to leave this place. I want to go adventure some more. I want to go to Idaho - I've got a friend who wants to buy some property out there and says how beautiful it is. Right now, I consider Bend home base. I'll always come back here. It's so amazing. I don't know if that's just because I got clean at one point here and fell in love and found myself. Found out how capable I am and what I can do with my hands and my brain. I have dreams. I want to go get lost in the middle of the forest. Get lost for a while and just survive. 

I hate money, man. I'm so over the whole thing. My brother and I are good together. We are meant to do something, I just don't know what that something is yet. If it brings money in, cool. As long as I've got a warm bed and a little space, I'm fine. 

Ebb Nelson

January 27, 2017

I met Ebb very early in my time here in Bend as we both frequent Lone Pine Coffee Roasters. His laugh is rapturous and his spirit warm and friendly. He is one of the first people I talked with about this project and became an early champion. He shared his story with me, which was so moving I thought he should be the project debut. 


Who are you?

My name is Ebb Nelson. I'm a dude, (laughs) living in Bend. I was born in Los Angeles. I wouldn't say I'm necessarily just from Los Angeles. I moved around a lot as a kid, so it's hard for me to say I'm just from one place. Mostly I'm from Los Angeles. 

What brought you to Bend?

 I'm from a family that’s… quite interesting. I have a father who, what's the best way to put it? I like to tell people that he's a prolific sperm donor. And that he doesn't like doing that in one specific place. Over his existence he sired eight children and I'm in the middle of that bunch. 

Growing up, I always knew I had brothers and sisters and once I got to be ten, eleven, twelve, I started meeting them. As time went on I felt that one of the things I wanted to do with my life was meet all of my brothers and sisters. I wasn't sure if I'd like them or that we would get along. Just thought, well, if I'm related to them it would be nice to meet them. 

In 2008, when shit hit the fan and the economy took a crap, I was working for a company that went under and lost my job about a year later. So I decided to tool around and see what was going on. I offered to help another brother of mine who was going through a hard time. He lived in Boston, so I did a cross-country drive from LA to Boston.

At this point, I had met five of my brothers and sisters and had been talking with my Nelson family who are mostly from Minnesota, where my father is from. I arranged a meeting with them, so after about a month of traveling, I got to Minnesota and they had a party at my brother's house that had eight aunts and uncles, 30 first cousins, a sister I'd never met, a brother I'd never met - this whole houseful of people that were intimately related to me. They all knew me but I didn't know them. It was really weird, but really cool. I got to know everybody there and then I moved to Boston.

After six months, I was driving my car back and decided to stop back in Minnesota to hang out with my one of my cousins who I'd really connected with. We were chatting and started talking about how there was only one brother left who I hadn’t met. This was Nick. And nobody had been able to get in touch with him for years. 

So I called my mom that night and I was telling her what was going on. She had met the family, of course, because she was married to my dad. I told her about Nick and not being able to find him. She said she would try to find him. I laughed it off because this entire other side of the family had come up with nothing after searching for so long, but 10 minutes later, she called and gave me his address and phone number. She was really into genealogy at the time and was on one of those sites with family trees and stuff and went to that program and it happened that Nick's wife had put up one on there as well.

I called Nick and he was shocked, but we chatted for a bit and made a plan to meet in Salem, Oregon, where he was living. Within like 15 minutes of us meeting it was like we knew that we had this weird connection. I was planning to just meet him and roll out that day, but I ended up staying with him for a week.

I visited a couple of times and Nick visited me in Los Angeles. Then Nick moved to Bend some years after that. I visited Bend a few times and had made plans to move here, but I was engaged to be married and things got in the way. A couple of years later, after the engagement fell apart, it seemed like moving to Bend was meant to be. So I moved here to get to know Nick and his family better and just to try a whole new existence. Why not? For some people that may have been a big jump and a crazy thing to do, but for me it wasn't necessarily that crazy because I had been doing that my whole life. But I really wanted to explore my love for my brother because we are very similar. We are very different people but at the same time I think our spirit is just connected in the strangest, most wonderful way. That's how I ended up here. 

What do you like about Bend?

I've been in Bend for three and a half years now. I love it. Obviously it's a lot different from Los Angeles. It's a lot smaller. Most people think it's so beautiful here - the mountains, the trees, the desert, and all the wonderful things you can do outside. I'm not really an outside person so to speak. I've never been skiing, never been snowboarding, I don't know what a mountain bike looks like. (Laughs) For me, the lack of people, the lack of traffic, the fact that I'm not sitting in my car for 35% of my life which is pretty much your life in LA. You've got to love your car, because it is your second home. The fact that I can get anywhere I want just by walking, just by absorbing life without having to look through a windshield to do it is pretty awesome. 

The people here are really generous. I've strangely met so many wonderful people here that I never thought I would. There are a lot of different artists here that do art that I've never even thought of. I have a friend who makes onesies for a living. I have all these friends that make jewelry. I've never had friends like that before. Most of my friends were into making movies - I was in the entertainment industry. They were artists, but you would have to be part of that community to find them and here I just kind of run into them.

It seems like everybody doesn't have just one thing - they have to have multiple things here because you can't live off the one thing here. It's a difficult place to work and be able to thrive. I've definitely seen that. Poverty with a view. Rent is getting so expensive that the people who are impoverished have to go to Redmond or other towns a little further away from Bend. But it is beautiful and just relaxing. That's what I enjoy about it. 

Currently the job that I have, managing the Tin Pan Theater, is not something I thought I would be able to ever do. It had been a dream of mine some years ago to own my own theater. Make it a multi-entertainment space for live music and poetry and book-readings and have a bar and a stage and a theater. This place is not that but you can make it that. To be gifted this job... 

I sit at the coffee shop, I'm a regular next door at Lone Pine Coffee Roasters. My best friend had introduced me to it about six or seven months into my living here and we became regulars there. We play Go, drink coffee, hang out, and then if you are there every day for a year, you are going to get to know a lot of people. You know? I eventually got to know the owners of the theater because they are right next door. One day I was sitting, drinking coffee, and the owner, comes up to me and asks if I would be interested in managing the movie theater. I was thinking to myself that this guy doesn't know me but I'm the perfect person for the job. I worked at Disney Land for 10 years, I was in the entertainment industry, I was a projectionist. It was shocking and I agreed to it. They don't remember it, but two years before that I had come in to see the theater because I had heard it was really cool and asked if they took volunteers and offered to work for free. They turned it down. (Laughs) Other than my brother and the relationships that I've made, this job keeps me here because it's a dream job. It's a job that I never thought I could ever get without having to fight a bunch of other people to get it and there it was, just offered to me on a silver platter. Bend has treated me well, for sure. And I'm lucky to be here. 

What's your favorite memory from here?

For two years of my living here, I lived in a house with a couple other guys. We got along quite quickly. The owner of the house hadn't done anything to the house, it was mostly empty. And dirty. It was a blank slate of nothingness. He told my roommate and me to feel free to fill the house. We cleaned it and over the next year or so filled it full of art and furniture and lights and we turned the living room into a dance floor. And for a year we had dance parties three times a week. Because I was working at the Humane Society thrift store at the time, I had this incredible access to just crazy weird clothes. The weirdest clothes you could ever think of. I was never a crazy clothes guy. In LA, shorts and t-shirts and flip flops. That's all I ever wore. I never thought about wanting to wear costumes. Ever. Suddenly I have a huge closet full of costumes, just burgeoning everywhere. And we'd have these dance parties and people could only come if they allowed me to dress them in of these costumes. My favorite memory is dancing on that dance floor. Wearing ridiculous, fabulous outfits. I love moo-moos. Moo-moos are great to dance in! They billow really well when you spin. (Laughs) I knew I liked dancing but I never knew how much joy it gave me. Letting go, not having to worry about what people think. Just do what you want and be who you are. That feeling that I had was the same feeling that the other guys I lived with had. We three guys just wanted to exude this feeling of just being yourself. There was no judgment upon you. People that came to our house felt that, too. They wanted to come because they wanted to feel free. My favorite memory from there is being able to help foster a feeling for people to come to a place to just be. I miss it. 

What do you wish for the future?

I'm not sure if I have any future dreams. I've had future dreams earlier in my life. My life has been such that every dream that I've had has been shattered. Been taken away from me. I don't have this giant, hopeful purpose for something any more. I'll want a certain thing and I'll definitely strive for it, but I don't put so much into it that, eventually, if it doesn't work out I don't know what to do with the rest of my life. I am more of a practical individual at this point. My hope for my continued existence here in Bend is to help Tin Pan Theater become more than it already is. To make it a community space. Bring in things other than movies so that people can come enjoy the space. Doing that and learning how to run my own business. I would like to know practically how that works. My hopes are to learn the practicalities of life so that I can once again learn to dream and make those dreams come true. I have a lot of different interests and do a lot of art. It's hard to choose one thing especially if you've done so many things and are good at those things. I can't choose. I'm trying to figure out how to blend all these things into something that will bring other people happiness, bring myself happiness, and financial stability, which is important. I'm trying to learn to be a practical individual at this point in my life. That's my dream. 

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